Talk about being constantly torn between 2 opposite emotions - I want to be happy because that's the way I usually am and it feels goood but at the same time, I want to be sad too... or rather, I want to let my sadness show and not have to keep it under wraps all the time. But then who likes being around an emo nemo? :p

So that's the state that's I've been in for the past 2 odd weeks. Try to even out the forces and stitch up the tear. Eventually I know that I'll get there...